在澳門的金沙，花了10塊錢買了2個牌子，也就打算為博彩業作份貢獻了，沒想到還贏了50塊。。。平攤下來就好像金沙請我吃了頓簡單的晚飯，怯喜。

       今天逛老式賭場葡京的時候還猶豫了下要不要再花十塊錢。突然覺得自己的念頭很齷齪，佛家忌殺盜淫妄酒，想賭場之行雖非報者贏錢的心態，潛意識裏黃金夢還是有的，視爲妄；賭場中絕大多數人都輸了大把的錢，傾家蕩產的也不少，偶爾贏得就好比貨幣的轉移，同偷亦無甚區別。哎。。。還好後來都把持住了。

       葡式蛋撻，和麗蓮差不多，後來嘗到的一家和上海麗蓮的一樣，也許這傢就是上海的縂部，可惜蛋撻這種東西沒辦法多吃。一天下來：蛋撻、雙皮乃、菠蘿油包、杏仁餅、老婆餅、豬肉條、灣仔翅，啊！囘上海后肯定要胖了！！！

       明天開始減肥。

       Once upon a time,I was a fan of a radio program called"PianPian Qing",love stories told in that program is touching.Though they are basically the same theme on betray and persistence,everytime I felt pity for the naive leading lady in those stories.

       One of the story I still remember is about a girl pray to the God and make a wish for her boyfriend's recover from the disease at the cost of her being a butterfly for 5 years.God fulfilled her wish and everything proceeded as the girl wished.Girl turned into a yellow butterfly,but she was still very happy because the man he loved is healthy and she can stay with that man,stopping on his shoulder, twisting beaside him.5 years later, the girl declined to turn to human beings because the man had changed and was dating with another a girl.This girl was heart broken and passed away like a fading leaf in a autumn day.

       When a went to take my course this afternoon,I found a beautiful yellow butterfly rested in my left shoulder:symmetric yellow wings with black edge,common in HongKong while rarely founed in ShangHai.Maybe I should stand still for a time to let this pretty butterfly rest for a longer time, but I was in such a hurry that it even didn't occur to me that I should wait.Luckily the gusture I walk is well trained, the butterfly didn't fly away until 3 or 4 meters.

       Maybe this butterfly is just another poor girl who sacrifice herself for the one she loved, just another tragdey...

       Good luck, Miss butterfly,hope the the man you loved still waiting for you day your retake appearence!

      以前一直很小女生地希望將來能有一個人和我舉案齊眉、一起分享日誌。接二連三的發生的一連串事徹底將這個肥皂泡泡打碎，也許一切都自己作主並非什麽幸事，古往今來父母之命亦成全了許多佳話。

      既然已經徹底放下，那也就無事不可對人言了。只請觀者切莫對往昔我的若干小想法嘲笑，畢竟人家還是會害羞的。

      今天終于把國慶去澳門的票子定下來了，因爲對紅勘的演唱會沒什麽興趣，所以就自己一個人在沙田逛、吃點心。原以爲涼茶鋪就像《我和春天有個約會》裏那樣幾塊錢就可以飲一杯了，所以就打算要一碗龜苓膏，竟然要50元。。。無語了，我半日的生活費。看看今天的特价：鸡鲍翅，18元，好合算，又有鲍鱼又有鱼池，跨都跨进来了，就是它了。

      一分价钱一分货，果然很有道理：鲍鱼是小鲍鱼，口感不足；鱼翅虽非碎翅，可是光从卖相和剔透程度就知道绝非佳品。

      18块钱啦，还那么挑剔。有时知道太多没什么好处的，呵呵。

      开始有些想家了。想念妈妈炒的放了糖的青菜，想念爸爸做的正宗东坡肉。。。我在这边缺很多调料，糖、醋、太白粉、胡椒粉都没有，想大展厨艺都不行。中午炒了一个胡萝卜丁拌鸡蛋，搁点牛肉粉和盐，味道还不错；又煮了6根菜心，补充叶绿素。自给自足的生活还是很营养的，相信回来之后厨艺一定精进不少。

      有机会作顿饭请好朋友们共同分享，到时候可要赏脸哦！

        The most bittering day of a week may be Tuesday cuz I'vo to get up at 7 o'clock so as to be able to attend the class in 8:30.That course is Political Economy in East Asia and the teacher is a British gentleman with heavy Londun ascent.

        I don't like politics, nor do I like economy.Once I hope that the combination of these two will create a materia that suit my favour,it turn out that I'm wrong again.Since I have rigister the course, having no choice but to listening to what the teacher said and take notes simotunelously.

       Went to the library and ate lunch in the Centrel Campus Cantin.The food I ordered is fried fish with scramble-egg-rice,one cup of red-bean-ice is accompany with the dish.I enjoy the flavor of red bean together with milk and suger,but the ice in cup doesn't suit my taste.I used the folk to pick all the ice out of my drink, though it may be seen as bad manner.Since I ate alone, no one cares!After I picked all the ice out of the cup, I found only half of the red-bean drink left.

       Sometimes I just think that the method u think is the best may not turn out to be the best way actually,just like the unification of the Germany.Great dispite will not dissolve by simply intergrate two countries together.Then,how about the Taiwan issue?Will the local in Taiwan enjoy the unification?Is the unification is to be best benefit of them?

        Today I heard that Chen Liangyu was designed of some economic reasons,such as illegally remove use of the wealfare foun.None of my family member is surprised at this news.

         When politic meet with economy, what will happen?

       連著兩天在外邊逛了，一天在寢室裏突然靜下來，感覺竟然有些不習慣。

       沒有了旺角的喧囂和熱鬧，沒有了南亞島的陽光和沙灘。安靜的寢室只有我和nana，對這電腦。還好BT拯救了我，前一陣下載的火舞黃沙這幾天正好派上用場。

       其實自己按照課程進度應該很忙才是，因爲有太多的assignment要看，接連這的presentation和quiz想必又會忙得不可開支。可是就是靜不下來。

       昨天在天后廟求了次簽，生平第一次。可能是因爲新不夠誠，可能是和這邊香港的佛菩薩不了解，也有可能他們聼不懂我的普通話。。。呵呵，我縂覺得“路遇貴人”這種事幾乎套在所有人身上都可以適用。不過第一句南北歧路之分倒是感覺挺准的。的確，兩個城市一個在南，一個在北。

       期待貴人的出現。可是每天在寢室，又何處去見貴人呢？

       明天去圖書館吧，再去美味的中央餐廳食飯。

        Wearing a 5 centimeter high heel sandals and walking 90 minutes in the stone-path of the mountian really make me exhausted.What hurt me is not the height of the sandals but the slim ribbons, my toe was tied red.

        Sea food here is just so so, because the stingy CUHK only serve 4 courses of seafood to a table,and there are 10 peoples in a table.You can imagine how much seafood we shared together.The only merit of the food here is they are fresh enough,except some dead shrimp in the plante.The resterant's environment is terrible, its toilet really shock me.It never occure to me that HongKong will offer such a small`smelling`water-dripping toilet!The eating environment can't compare the resterant in my hometown.I begin to miss the food in Fengpu.

         After we arrived in TimSha Chui,I went to the HongKong museum.There happened to have a collection of Qi Baishi's paintings, that was held togerher with the Museum of Liaoning Province.Judging from the calligraphy of Qi, I think the fredecessor is Dongbei Museum. Before I watch this exhibition, I don't have a good impression of Qi because of the anecdote told by my art teacher in Junior High school.Well, now it changed.

         Exhausted now, go to sleep!

         

       Welcoming dinner again,but this time is held by the United College,and the place has transfer the ship in Tolo Harbor to student cantin in the campus.It seems that the quality of the service we received has droped a lot,but I enjoy this dinner better.

       In this dinner, I just enjoy the chatting with two pretty franch girl,though their french name is too complicated to remember.My friend Omi is quite popular amony thoes foreign friends,well, to be accurate,popular amony the foreign girls.She is such a considerate girl that she even help those who are not used to use chopsticks to get the noodles from the plate.May be next time I should learn from her.Good example.

       Sometimes, I think I'm a little bit selfishes,cuz the majority reason why I choose to chat with foreign people is to improve my spoken English,in addition to know their culture.Maybe those went to CUHK wants to practise manderin of pick up some manderin.What's theirs attitude about my behaviour?Do they feel comfortable when we chat in their mother language? Or they feel as if they are being taken advantage?The appropriate solution to it may be next time,before we chat, I should ask her which language she would like to use.

       I really feel a little bit tired about the tutorial in CUHK,not only it takes lots of efforts to get prepare for the presentation,but alse the time and group forming is pretty troublsome.I took the totourial of Inter-governmental Relationship in Monday,but tommorrow I have to take another,cuz the Monday's toturial is canceld for the attended student's number.

      Hope the topic I choose for presentation for Inter-gov. relationship will not be changed!

      Good luck!

      Really full today!It takes quite long time to digest what I ate in the dinner,the only walking with lantern is far from enough...

      今天花了很长时间下载粤语电影，结果却是国语配音的。说是粤语歌曲，还是参杂了5首过国语歌。市面上挂羊头卖狗肉的事不少见，可是像互联网免费资源之类的犯不着也来这招吧。。。不仅浪费了时间，还让原本就拥挤不堪的网路更加繁重。

      中午花了半个小时炒了盆胡萝卜西兰花炒玉子豆腐。做完的时候请同在厨房的香港同学试了下味道，那个赞赏把我美的，呵呵。可怜的联合食堂逼我下厨、苦练厨艺。也许回上海后拾得厨艺也是本次香港之行的额外收获。就好像佛性说一样，每个人体内都有烹饪美食的能力，只是需要外界的压力来逼迫一下而已。

      刚才又逛了一通同学的blog，人家的交游是那么广泛，羡慕啊！

      可能到现在还有点水土不服，身体出现状况已经有一周了。网上百渡了一下，可能是劳累过度，也是，每天一两点睡。

      一会看完文章就休息了。

      希望开学第三周一切顺利！

      开始我的tutorial!

      如果用2个字来总结这周的生活，堕落两字再适合不过了。

      装了ppstream之后，整日沉溺于TVB。以为它是堕落的源头，刚才突然想到外物的存在并没有任何评判值可以加之，就好像刀子即可以治病救人亦可杀生伤人一样。TVB可以用之娱乐消遣，但那她来当作课余时间的精神寄托就万万使不得了。

      交了160的O费，却只参加了一次。不仅因为自己听不懂粤语，还因为不喜欢做游戏。听着很奇怪，也许有些自闭。。。可是真让人家晚上把5个小时交出来参加无聊的游戏、和大一的小朋友一起感觉真的很奇怪！习惯了在复旦的学生会里把大一的当小朋友，现在大三了，和他们一起游戏还真不习惯诶。。。尤其是脚上还穿着高跟鞋。不习惯坐在地上、一群人在那边喊口号，也许香港人喜欢这样不拘小节、也许他们对大一的才这样、也许是我自己还没有完全做好准备去改变自己。可是一起做游戏又有什么收获呢？只知道人家叫Emily有什么用？人际泡泡就好像qq上面一大群不会联系的同学一样，虽然挚友和泛泛之交都在好友栏里，究竟收获多少，天知道。

      发觉沙田那种地方是每周都要去的。不光是要买菜买水果，到香港这么多天，好像还没有添过衣服、鞋子和包，开始有点痒痒了。我可怜的银行卡！又要去柜台支了。受不了恒升的卡。

       也许明天应该买一个脸盆了，没有脸盆，洗衣服真不是享受。想以前在复旦的时候，洗衣服、洗床单、洗被套真是享受啊！漂过5、6次后放在阳光下曝晒，收下来的时候都香香的。在这边都是放房间里的，已经用玉兰油的肥皂来洗衣服了，那个味道。。。还是想念阳光的香味阿！

       今天香港这边地震了，3。5级，貌似是平生第一次现场直击地震，没什么特别感受，不过后来想想还是挺慌的。该躲到哪里去？床底下？ 桌子底下？还是？因为第一次，所以。还是有待磨砺阿。

       决定了，现在开始学粤语，不能因为时间短而放弃语言学习，如果只是计算多久回去，那么将来一定会后悔的。

       人生有几个20岁？再过一个月就是了。要抓紧时间了。

      今天才发现一直以为的尖沙嘴站的真名是尖东。。。此次物质收获虽非丰盛，感触颇是良多。为纪念此次历时10小时的徒步游历，特作文东行漫记一篇，以留纪念。

      香港购物天堂的美誉绝非浪得虚名，君不见，广东道、中间道世界级品牌比比皆是。Dior`Prada`LV，密集程度之高，令外滩1至18号汗颜。貂皮手袋、职业坤包、裘皮大衣，空气中也弥漫着CD的香氛。天堂非假，只是我们只是路过的凡人，有朝一日也能享受天堂之奢华，但绝非今日。古有越王勾践卧薪十年始成复国大业，不知今日是否有学子寒窗十年终成gateway常客？

      写到这里，不觉自己心智堕落到自己也难以置信的地步了。。。在物欲横流的社会，需时常三醒吾身。读书若仅仅是为了将来在所谓的天堂挥金如土，那不仅仅证实了现存教育制度的极大缺陷，更说明自身立场的不坚定。

      勿忘昔日所立之誓言，切记当时之志向。勿忘勿忘！

      美食是本次出行最大的收获。还打算做素食主义者呢。。。哎！

      今天也许犯了太多错，导致我银行卡出问题，都没办法尽心购物。

      要学会在复杂的环境中保持自我，否则迷失自我可比今天校园下错站、从黑灯瞎火的山间小道过行及星光大道迷路后果严重的多。

     Never have I feel the pressure of study.Totally English taught lesson,even with the British accent,what's more,his voice is pretty low,so it's really hard to get what he said.

     Both Prof. Petson and Wang ordered us to do presentation and hand in term papers, and I think they must be written in English.Though Petson said the max of the papers is 2000,but 1000 words is a great challenge for me, cuz the longest essay I wrote is less than 300 words. Beside the barrie of length, some special pharse in our major I can't handle them well, cuz I didn't make full effort in English learning. Prof. Wang is a famous scholar, chunrong recommand him to me in his letter.To learn some fundamental political thinking skill is my wish, though pursuing academic research is not my real wish, it's just a ladder to get a promising job in government.

     Cao and I cooked a big meal this noon, and it's really decious!Next time when I go to Parknshop in Shatin, may be I should buy some mushroom as well,they make the soup fantastic! A little bit exaggerate.Now I found I've bought to many instant noodles...Hope I can eat them before their ex. date.

      busy day,hard day.

      发现很多我自己习以为常的东西外人会如观天外飞仙般待之，一如杯中所泡之枸杞。

      玫瑰加枸杞，活血养颜、补气养脾、明目平肝，很传统的茶。

      竟然有2个外国人寻问它是什么，呵呵。

      也许很多我觉得新奇的事在别人眼中就像油盐酱醋般常见，要学会用别人的眼光来审视自己的观点。

      第一次在宿舍做饭，结果却把自己的微波炉专用盒给烧焦了。汕头产的东西怎么这么劣质？？？没办法，用热水泡了泡生菜，浇上耗油就是耗油生菜了。因为容器坏了，所以素包也没有了，只能凑合着喝点麦片。

      现在寝室外面都是焦掉的容器的味道。。。有些不敢承认是自己所为，不行不行，毕竟是自己做的孽。。。

      好像闻多了焦味会得二恶英，哎！~自作自受。。。

      Dxxx it!汕头那家不负责任的微波炉容器生产厂家！！！

      恶语，我执之一种表现。。。接连造业，还是不写了。

      明天开学第一天，goog luck!

 

      自喻拥有5000年灿烂文明的中华帝国落败于彼英吉利小国之根本原因在于其之以天朝大国自居，而今若还不开眼看世界，无希望矣。。。

      一向以传统文化自居的城隍庙若是见到了赤柱市场，相信一定会自叹不如。很多传统得我都不太清楚地东西这边竟然都有：精致的筷桶、珐琅的化妆盒、古典的首饰盒。感谢还有香港这一片地方能保留住传统的文化，在这片经历过十年浩劫的土地上残存的具传统象征意蕴的事物已遭共党意识形态教育而愈发失去其味道。

      一直觉得外滩、人民广场的夜景已经非常了不起了，今天看了尖沙嘴的夜景，才知道了什么叫会跳舞的灯光。各色大楼的灯光会随音乐而起舞，而且因为大厦建于诸山之上，前后叠嶂、交相辉映、层次鲜明、气势恢宏，远非上海那种简单的大楼加灯光所能比拟的。

      也许所谓的出来开阔视野就是知道自己的愚昧是多么地无知。这也是此行的收获之一。

      正如苏格拉底所云：我所知道的就是我一无所知。

      经过痛苦的迁徙，以后四个月都会待的宿舍里终于定了下来。理完行李，已将近12点。身疲惫，心却很踏实。因为有一种安定的感觉，觉得自己不用再处在那种飘零的心境中了。

      猩红的窗帘，灰色的床单，不怎么搭调的颜色配在一起就好像今天的着装一样，运动装配上昨晚夜宴时的紫色镶钻高跟系带凉鞋。突然在想自己以后和未来的室友是否也会如同这个不搭调的寝室一般。。。心中突然有些不安。心底一直不认为自己善于与人交际，尽管在若干欢闹的地方也会很active,多虑和羞涩经常让我感到交往中的孤单。

      昨晚很丰盛的晚宴让我充分感受到了自己的缺陷：不会化妆、不会在席间与邻座展开交谈、不会展开些能调动气氛的话题。。。要学习的还有很多很多。

      Adam给我的感觉有点像复旦的5号楼：一样的复杂地形、一样的陈旧设施、一样的大年纪的阿姨，呵呵。不过赭色的走道配上粉色的浴室设施和浅绿的墙壁很有家的味道，虽然有可能被说成是俗套。

      在学习中成长。